Hello City
I got in yesterday at 7:00 p.m.
I've been away from home for four months.
It no longer feels like home. When you're away for so long, your room is no longer yours. I felt the same way after I returned from Europe. I was shocked how I no longer belonged. Now, I cannot call this home. My bed doesn't feel right. There's no room in the closet for my things - it was completely taken over. And my brother even told me that I shouldn't have come.
In four hours I was taken on an emotional rollercoaster. The reason why I came to Toronto so early showed up at my door with tea so we could talk. I barely unpacked and I was already confronted with what happened.
I feel physically drained. The fact that there's a three hour time difference, I cannot sleep. I was up till 3 a.m. My body cannot adjust. My mind doesn't want to accept the fact that I'm here.
I've been away from home for four months.
It no longer feels like home. When you're away for so long, your room is no longer yours. I felt the same way after I returned from Europe. I was shocked how I no longer belonged. Now, I cannot call this home. My bed doesn't feel right. There's no room in the closet for my things - it was completely taken over. And my brother even told me that I shouldn't have come.
In four hours I was taken on an emotional rollercoaster. The reason why I came to Toronto so early showed up at my door with tea so we could talk. I barely unpacked and I was already confronted with what happened.
I feel physically drained. The fact that there's a three hour time difference, I cannot sleep. I was up till 3 a.m. My body cannot adjust. My mind doesn't want to accept the fact that I'm here.
posted by Anna Kat at 11:13 AM
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