Positive

I think I've managed to climb over the hill.

I haven't been mentally well recently. The pressure of not sleeping, the website and personal life have all put me over the edge.

But, I think I'm better now. I got two nights of sleep (but think how many hours I am still lacking). I had a great talk with my mom who encouraged me to stay in school. Yes, I think I want to quit. I think I am done with school. I don't need this. I came out here to do something different, yet my life is still the same. I know I can do web work, and I wanted to write.

I may not make it through this semester. If an opportunity lands in my lap, I may just have to take it.

I also had a great talk with G. I miss him. He always understands me. We've always had an incredible connection and it's too bad we are far apart.