Ice Cream Makes It Better

I've had what I'd like to call a bloody horrible week and it is only Wednesday. A mishap on Saturday made me ill on Sunday that come Monday I ended up going to the hospital. Felt better afterwards, but I did miss class.

It was only on Tuesday that I could get back to doing school work, but at that point I was really drained and I cannot believe that I am saying this: I just want to go home for the weekend.

It would be nice being in the comfort of my family instead of alone.

Then today I had a great interview, but I only have till 9:30 in the morning to write a profile. I'll be up all night.

Then I wanted to make it to class. Waited 40 minutes (or possibly more) for a bus to come and when I knew I couldn't make it to class in 15 minutes, I left the bus stop and headed home.

That's when I really had time to think about the horrors of this week and it is just Wednesday!

And then I found a gray hair - yes - it is true. It was white where the root should have been blonde and the rest black.

My hair is falling out like crazy.

I just have to run my hand through it and I get a full palm. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried hot treatments. Old traditional herbal methods. Not washing hair for few days. Not dying for two months. Eating lots of vegetables and fruits. Seriously, no idea what I am supposed to do. I am freaked out at this point.

So to make me feel better, I bought ice cream. Indulging does make you feel better, even if it is for a few minutes.

If I find a flight for less than $1000 to Toronto, I am leaving on Saturday.

I really want to go home.

Tired of being alone.